2012 NEW YEAR ANDDD.. AZAM BARU?

Saturday, December 31, 2011, 10:16 PM

Kalo ikutkan kite sbg muslim, azam tahun baru patutnye dah ditetapkan time awal muharram haritu lagi kan. Tapi masalahnye aku x buat ape2 azam pun time tu (teruk kan). Menyesal aku. So terpaksalah buat azam utk tahun 2012 kalendar 'inggeris' pulok.

Sebenonye aku malas nak tetapkan azam2 ni, biasanya aku tulis dlm diari personal aku je. Kalau takat buat azam tapi tak ikut ape pointnye. Tapi utk mengukuhkan lagi keazaman aku ni (walaupun akhirnya kemungkinan beso x terlaksana) aku tetap akan senaraikan gak beberapa :) hehe. insyaAllah. PHASHA!!

1. Tak mo marah2 lagi. Rileks n tenang. Bio le org nk ckp ape pon. Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui.

2. Be more matured. Elakkan drpd menonton cerita yg membantutkan kematangan minda (eceh xD).

3. Banyakkan membaca drpd membuang masa.

4. Jadi anak yg soleh. Jangan lawan ckp mak bapak. Menolak pandangan mereka dgn cara yg baik dan lemah lembut. Sesungguhnya syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu.

5. Tingkatkan keimanan thdp Allah s.w.t dan meninggalkan larangannya. Byk berzikir. Buat solat sunat setiap hari terutamanya solat Dhuha. InsyaAllah.

6. Tingkatkan thp kebersihan memandangkan aku ni pompuan!!!! Bilik kenalah sentiasa kemas! Yeah xD

7. Excercise 1 jam sehari wth :P

8. Mendengar terlebih dahulu, kemudian ambik masa utk menilai supaya tak bertindak terburu-buru yg dpt memburukkan lagi keadaan.

9. Nak jumpa artis korea walaupun sekali!! B1A4!! saranghae!!! (ni dah menyimpang nih!!! xDDD )

9. Ingat Allah. Jujur pada diri sendiri. Jangan sombong. Be yourself.Jangan rase takut dgn manusia atau mahluk2 lain selain Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah maha menguasai sekalian alam.

10. Masuk ke ipta (insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki)!! Jangan nerves2 nak ckp dgn org. Anggap manusia tu pun macam kite gak (aku ckp mcm aku bukan manusia plak xD ). Jangan fikir negatif. Sume org x sama. And kite pun lebih kurang same! So dun expect LEBIH. Fighting!!

Dah cukup 10. Ada banyak lagi, tapi biarkan sume tu tertulis dlm diari personal ajelah haha xDD Klau ikutkan azam2 aku ni biase2 je, takde rupe azam tahun baru pun. Sepatutnya dah lama kena laksanakan azam2 ni. Memandangkan manusia x sesempurna yg disangka, beginilah jadinya. Tapi x mustahil utk berubah, kan? Yg penting kita kena cuba.

Harap2 terlaksanalah azam tahun baru 2012 ni ya. Amiin.

Berdoa, berusaha, tawakal (diiringi dgn doa). :D

Glory Jane can, I also can! (tetibe xD )

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1 BERUKBAND WITH 4 INTERNET ADDICTS

Monday, December 26, 2011, 8:55 PM

HAAAAAAHA :D Gile x bunyi dia? hehe~ Itu la yg terjadi skang kat rumah aku. A single usb broadband shared with 4 siblings.. of course by taking turn. Every use/person is 2 hours limit per DAYYY. And OH YEAH, how great that my siblings didn't manage to use with limitations. Over limit ade lah! Especially my two younger brothers yg syok main game Mapple Story bla bla aggh =_= makes me crazy I can't even on9 whenever I want if this kind of attitude continuing~ Patutnye mase cuti ni la boleh on9, tapi disebabkan adik2 aku yg dah addicted dgn game2 online dorg tu, habis x boleh on9. Nak chatting2 mcm dulu pun dah x boleh.

And lagi satu yg aku x puas ati. Bile dah ade internet, sume lupe dunia. Quality time dgn family pun dah kurang. Kalau mcm dulu2 zaman xde tenet, main UNO game, Ps2 multiple players, board games, and mcm2 lagi lah yg dpt merapatkan lagi hubungan sesame beradik ni kan. Ni x.. lepas habis main, MAIN lagi.. pastu tido. Pastu malam, main lagi, then TIDO. Aku pulak duk asyik tunggu turn aku main sampai kerja lain tergendala. (aku ni pun satu jugak *knock head*)

Tadi baru lepas bergaduh dgn adik pompuan aku pasal tenet, sbb dia main lame sgt sampai 5 jam. suh benti kate kejap, dah sampai setengah jam org mintak dia kate kejap lagi.. pastu aku mintak lagi ckp 5 minit pulak. aihh angin la satu badan sampai ayah aku dtg marah2. Seriously aku x suke ayah aku marah2 sbb tu aku rase bersalah. Lagipun dia dah tua, kena jaga kesihatan pe sume kan. Lagi2 pasal tenet, lagi la dia naik marah. Aku taknak la hal2 kecik ni efek kesihatan dia. Aku pun satu nape aku gaduh tadi banm2guu8uhb Dx

"Insaf la weii -__-"

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NOREUL BOGO SHIPOYO

Sunday, December 18, 2011, 2:07 AM

Why no answer, why no chulkae, why no ganbatte, why no everything? It's hurting. Why you? Why it must be you? Why do you exist? WHY DO YOU EXIST IN MY LIFE???

bo go shi po yo ...... Noreul bogo shipoyo..

bogoshipo..

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SECRET GARDEN

1:44 AM

Do you know that I’m that man?
You wouldn’t act this way if you knew
You wouldn’t know because you’re a fool.



Hehe watching Secret Garden~ I know it's an old series~ Just bought it~ And have done watching about 11 eps for now. My mom loves this story I dunno why she keeps telling me to continue watching it~ xD hehe I never knew mom has this kind of interest~ She said she started to love watching korean dramas since watching Winter Sonata. She cried like crazy she said. Hee. Me and my sis laughed so hard.

Mom~ This song is for you~ hehe~ You love this song so much~ Heee. Me too mom. I wish you know how I feel as your daughter. I got something to tell you, something which is every girl's dream :) But I can't. It's not the time yet. I think. It's too painful inside. But, will you understand? I wanted to make you happy first, then I will tell you about it. Something you haven't thought all this time.

Omma, saranghae yo~

Labels: K-Drama, Korean

CLEANSING CREAM

Friday, December 16, 2011, 5:43 PM

Why, why, why, unni?
Why can't I forget this one guy for all this time
Unintentional memories get erased in the far distance
He already forgot about me)
Why, why, why, unni?
With my blackened and smeared tears, I can't forget him
And I stubbornly say, bye, bye
Why, why, why

An extraction from the lyrics that relates me. I looove this song so much since I first heard it on KBS music bank~ And indeed, I love Brown Eyed Girls so much! Love their passionate voices, full with emotions :)

But the thing is, I don't really get what does this song means. So many interpretations on youtube. But I think I have my own interpretation :)

"The blind and mute girl went for help, because she fell in love with a person which is her sister's husband. She can't forget him. She just wanted to be loved by someone but her sister don't get it. And she also found out that her sis doesn't seem to have a good relationship with her husband. So playing around herself, with makeup on to gain confidence so she also can become beautiful like her sister and to be loved by someone (but there's no makeup on on the video) hoping to forget him. To be loved is tough, because she's blind. She doesn't know how to put make up nicely because of blind eyes and hurt by that. She wants to become beautiful like her sister. She loved her sister. Day by day, her feeling get deeper and stronger because she always stumbled upon her sis's husband, not her sis. She asked for help, but still no answer by her sister. She can't control her emotion to be loved, so she put on makeup in front of her sis's husband. Then her sister gone crazy at the end bacause of jealousy can't bear seeing her younger sister being like that, drastically pull her inside the bath up."

LOL what the heck xD Stupid explaination eh? Typing like a kindergarten kid. Oh well I know I have poor english :P

Labels: K-pop, Korean

TAWAKAL. LET ALLAH HANDLE THE REST.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011, 4:04 AM

That's all I could say after the examination ends. Happy? Of course I amm.. not (=_=) I dunno why. It feels like a loser or something. I never felt this way before during the examination season. It's so stressful and shameful . I've already imagined myself going to school meeting teacher and friends, then... receiving results~ gahkkkk. I already imagine the result, which is very2 bad. I dun want to say it here, maybe easy to say.. i may be not qualified to get into IPTA . Bayangkan time dapat je slip peperiksaan, mata macam lari ke sana sini tgk slip tu, hati berdebar nak pecah, mcm time PMR dulu (SPM x amik sendiri). Waahh it's painful like crazy. That's why I'm afraid the history will return back. Noooo..

..but, you know what Yasmin, every single things happened got hikmahs behind it. Right? Kalau x dpt pun nak buat macam mana. You've done your best and you should be thankful that you managed taking ALL the examinations without missing one. Think back about your health, you're healthy during examination day, wasn't that already great? Allah helped you already. He had given you too much pleasures and dah permudahkan segala urusan so you should consider bout that. Now all you have to do is keep on solat, jangan putus-putus berdoa, tawakal, dan jangan sesekali lupakan Allah. Try doing something that benefits your holiday and YOU yourself, try change yourself into a good person. Learn to become independent, punctual, practical and everything positive. TRY IT Yasmin. InsyaAllah :)

Yang lepas biarlah lepas. Ko check kertas peksa bm tu watpe? Kan dah dpt dah salah!! Pastu nyesal ngengade otak dah nak pecah duk pikir pasai salah tu (masalahnye soalan dia simple sgt, budak kecik pun dpt jawab, entah camner leh tersalah langkah amik jawapan baru padahal dah betoiiii dah jawapan awal) Pengajarannya, amik first thought dulu daripada second thought. Sape suh pi gatai tangan padam balik jawapan betul tu pastu bulat jawapan lain? Haaa kan dah menyesal. Buduh. x sudah2 dgn pengajaran yg sama. Mak ckp xnak dgo. Aish. Terimalah padahnye skang~ Terimalah result seadanya yeee. Rase geram sesangat aihhhh. (marah dgn diri sendiri sebenonye). Harap2 jawapan untuk soalan yg lain tu betul2 belaka lah. Amiin. Korang aminkan sekali tau.
Doakan supaya cgpa aku dpt 3 pointer ke atas eh?

That's why I want miracles to happen.

but first!!

"Jangan kita sampai di seberang sengaja mematahkan pendayung"

Renungkan ayat tu dulu Yasmin, petikan drpd puisi kertas stpm BM1 tadi~ :) awak tahu apa maksud disebalik ayat tu~ resapkan dlm jiwa dan minda~ ya!

Phashak, Yasmin!!

p/s: I'm watching Glory Jane on KBS world!! Awww KIM YEONGWANG Yun Jane!!
Here some photo collections of Glory Jane (aka Glorious Jane aka Man Of Honor)



Yeahhhh The Best of the best!!! Third best Kdrama series after BOYS OVER FLOWER and ACCIDENTAL COUPLE!! (for me so far for now)

Yun Jane inspired me somehow during my examination season~ It gives me spirit whenever I thougt about her. She is so ambitious. And very hardworking, and never give up easily. Phasha




I hate Seo Inwu.. How dare him!! Look what he had done on the first 3 eps! EEEEk



But it's ok, something happened then.(spoiler) So I like him xD

Anyway, have watched about 10eps. love 3 of them. Seo Inwu is no exceptance, he is so innocent xD (pshhh adik aku minat Inwu so weird lol.

That's all for the post, time to watch Glory Jane now. Tata

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