THE VALUE OF FRIENDSHIP

Tuesday, April 26, 2011, 5:26 AM

I cried. I never know true friendship would be like this. Protective, gives support but at the same time I didn't even realise about all that. She helped me a lot actually, I don't want to be her burden. But... she doesn't mind about it. She's sincered, because she know that someday, Allah will help her, like how she helped me; she told me that. Amazing thinking right?

You know, when you found someone for the first time who was not your type, or maybe not so 'kamcing' with you, don't be ego. Understand her, be patient even though she always make you dispirited sometimes. Time goes by, at a moment, you will know there's something good about her, it's just hiding inside.

I saw one of her comment on fb, which makes me touched so deep.

She is so supportive.

............................... I love her so much. Thank you, nakama. My best friend.

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PUBLIC SPEAKING PRA-U

Saturday, April 23, 2011, 3:47 AM

zzzZZZ... dizzy.. saya sakit kepala~ So saya pendekkan cerita~ Padahal banyak yg nak diceritakan sbb harini hari yg terbaik buat saya!!!! (>___<)

For only 2 days hardwork, I got the 3rd place which is unbelievable. (O_O) My voice was not loud enough! And I think I don't deserve for it because I read the text (-___-) SAYA X HAFAL SANGATTTT... wuuu

Tapi miracle lah, I didn't get nervous once I step on the stage~Masuk dgn xde perasaan, and once dah ade kat situ, niat saya satu je, nak dedahkan pasal Aids pade penonton~ and x rase mcm competition pun. That's why x nervous kot????

And for the penyampaian hadiah.. waktu tu punyelah sakit pinggang aku ni oii (=_=) Lemah satu badan. x pasal2 name aku kena sebut... terpakse lah dengan terbongkok2 with poyo face ke depan terima trophy.. aduii maluuuu

Jia De dapat 2nd place and Afifah dapat 1st place~!! Dia bersungguh2 menghafal text dia tu~ And her english is reallly2 good!! She able to speak spontaneously!! mcm org inggeris!! (O___O) hehehe~ These 2 deserved to win!! ^^ congaratulations!!

And ya know what? TODAY i achieved something much more valuable than winning the 3rd place.. it's FRIENDSHIP. My classmate and other friends whom i didn't know that much, they supported me, which makes me touched. and i dun even care about winning or lose.. sbb kekawan sume bagi semangat yg mane aku jarang2 rase selame ni, which makes me feel like juara oredi huk3~ really2 thank you! mekasih bebanyak kekawan 6A3~ muke aku nampak je mcm xde perasaan, tapi dlm hati, Tuhan je yg tau~ huhu <3korg TTvTT

harini aku byk cakap dgn org yg aku x penah cakap, and dorg pun bagi support♥ aku x sangke2 TTvTT and yg paling x sangke, aku jarang ckp ngan laki, and harini aku tercakap dgn diorg hua3 xD time kasihhh eh~ harini agak terbuka sikit minda aku yg mcm katak bawah tempurung ni~ another achievement!!

p/s: lepas ni kena hati2 sebut AIDS... kekawan aku dengar aku sebut EGGS~ xD kelakar! hehehe

SPEAKING TEST ; MUET

Monday, April 11, 2011, 7:35 PM

There, u can see my tears are falling tremendously~ Worst day ever I tell yooh! I sleep late at night. My english suddenly get worsen.
The important thing was, the question for the speaking test was quite challenging!!! And I didn't even talk slowly and fluently. My english brokennn oredii. Blurred here and there! This is the worst nightmare ever!!!!!!!! *runs while hingus meleleh2*

Lacking Lacking Lacking zzzzZZZZ..............

Language preparation *50/50*
I am candidate C *thank goodness; Alhamdulillah*
Same group with my partner Miza and others are also from the same school *what a relief*
Nervous *very2*
1st group to be presented *30/03,04,05(mine),06(miza), can go back home earlier*
Examination slip *brought; checked!*
My ic card........... *blanked while other's ic already prepared on the table*
Grahhhh my 'berkat' from the examiner GONE already huaaa *need tissues*
SHE (THE EXAMINER) GASPED; geleng kepala and marah saya with malas nak layan face *lagi mencurah2 air mate*
I didn't say sorry, instead of sitting on chair with poyo face do nothing just worrying about the question paper on the examination table.. and IC!! *horrid*
Lack of ideas *yes.... but slightly improved*
My speaking was not very fluent *shishashusha failed british accent*
My elaboration was REALLY GOOD! *haha..incorrect*
I got my eye contact with other candidates *correct; improved!*
I didn't read instead of speaking spontaneously *CORRECT ding2! improved!*
I didn't shake my leg *I was not, didn't I? ARGHH*
I say ERRRR ;mumble *yes banyak kali*
I'm SOO nervous and very timid *SUPER CORRECTOOOO*
Ashame of myself in front of the examiners; tut teacher *sooo trueeee*
EMBARRASSING MOMENT EVER *ahhhhhhh dun want to think about it*
End on 8:30am *soo relieved*
Been scold by mom terribly when going back home *excellente*
Go back home with regrets *...tears*
Budak sekolah rendah pun tahu bawak ic.

(;_______;) YOU ARE TERRIBLE, YASMIN. YOU FAILED TO MANAGE YOUR TIME WELL.
YOU FAILED TO MANAGE YOUR LIFE WELL.
YOU ARE THE MOST TERRIBLE, DISOBEDIENT CHILD.. EVER.
WHERE IS YOUR "CHANGE" after the camp?
WHAT KIND OF CHANGE U HAVE DONE?!

p/s: I have a thought that, Allah helped me alot today. Alhamdulillah. Syukran. Thank you Allah.

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WHATEVER IT IS, I HATE THIS FEELING

Friday, April 1, 2011, 5:28 AM

I'm feeling so tired
And never-ending seem to be this way
Someone stole the fire
The only light in this painful way

....But I deny

This is the sound of misery
Sometimes the life looks so scary

The old wound still bleeding
And my mind still suffocates the pain
I cannot stop my feelings
Expendable is the last word to say

.... anyway, that sudden bloomed stuff, don't come back. I HATE IT.

Labels: My Life Story