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Saturday, August 21, 2010, 1:34 AM

aku nak start tulis ni pun dah rase berdebar xD haha bodoh!
hmm... post ni aku nak jadi cam pompuan asli sikit.
p/s: PEREMPUAN ASLI >> MEMPUNYAI PERASAAN TERHADAP LELAKI lol xD ehem... ok2 serius. jap aku x tahu perlu ke aku tulis post ni? maluuu (>///>) tapi tebalkan muke. haha. but, is it normal? for a girl like me that doesn't have the the look, but still have 'the' feeling. ko paham ke x maksud aku ni? (=__=)

i know certain people found it irritating if someone who doesn't have the look falling in love (yes that including me) but, it's not good. don't think you are pretty enough to get the best man in the world. busuk hati lah org macam tu. but actually orang2 macam tu yg buat aku low confident sebenarnya. sbb tu kekadang aku x reti cakap dgn org because I always think in negative way towards them. i'm really bad in socializing. these questions always popped out in my mind whenever i talk to them "do i look okay to them?" or "did i annoyed them?" or "ape yang diorg tgh pikir ni.. mesti pikir yang buruk2 pasal aku." sumernye pasal rupa fizikal. sbb tu la kalo aku pakai mekup aku lagi konfiden. dlm kelas aku slalu rase takuuut~ x berani bersuara. TAK BERANI. kalau elun dgr mesti dia marah kot. dia tu konfiden tinggi betul, kekadang aku rase cam nak switch je dgn dia. haha aku x paham dia sgt. SORRY FAZLUN i used ur name here, but u somehow inspired me in the class, DARING GIRL :D

but yeah kalo aku jadi giler and mengarut2 maknanye aku tengah selesa dgn keadaan sekeliling aku. seriously. HAAAAAAAAAHAHA.

haha x jadi aku nak cakap pasal keperempuanan asli aku haha xDD lain kali lah. dah kemana2 otak nih. bye2.

p/s/s: "REDHA. JANGAN CEPAT PUTUS ASA. ALLAH TU MAHA ADIL. SETIAP APA YANG BERLAKU ADA HIKMAHNYA" i hold these words.

p/s/s/s: so many pssss xD i'm watching this video, she is super-beauty and sometimes i wanna be like this type of girl. oh anyway, she's promoting a contact lens, G&G Max Pure Pink circle lenses. GAHHH i wish i could wear one. but my mom doesn't let me (-__-)

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